Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels

Introduction
Hi, I’m Kenneth Tok
Born on the 13th of Jan
Hate reading.. haha
Love Sleeping:)
Now Studing at Yishun ITE
Past Sch:Commonwealth Sec sch
Rulang Primary Sch


Links & Escape
Zheng Xun
May Lee Sai
Sherman Cheng Wee Wee
Jerick

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Tuesday, October 25, 2011 /5:28 PM

After so long, I decided to blog!! It has been so long I have a good rest! Since the start of ia, everything changes! My sleep, my free time all change! Finally it's 25 oct! 1 more month left and I can just say bye to this horrible company!

Days and days in this company, met a lot of great people there. But great people always come with nasty people! This is how god make it even I think! Haha.

But, the sway thing is that the nasty people is my cell leader. Nasty leader will lead me no where! Hai! Since day1 I enter the cell, I hate him. He scolded me for not telling him where I go! Pls la! I'm not a kid man! Plus I'm helping my previous cell!! But he dont care about explanation! He just wan to scold! Maybe scolding people is his entertainment ba!!

As days pass, I'm used to it. But, he always give me the face looks like I own him 100k or more! The attitude he give Is totally hai!! Beside this, he still can tell people say he will give me low marks for my grading. This making me pissed off man!! Every time wake up so early, go there nothing to do! And now he say I not good! Wtf man! Hope I won't see u out there in Singapore or ur moto! Or maybe hope one day ur son will be in my shoe going through this! Or maybe u GAna accident and die! This the best!! 

From the start, I wanted to leave this company, is just that I don't wan cause got a friend of him in the company! If I leave, I pang seh him. 

Hai! Post till here ba! Hope after swimming I feel better! :) 

Friday, September 16, 2011 /10:53 PM

Hi guys, decided to blog today as I have nothing to do now as my friend is playing soccer and I don't play soccer at all! Haha


This few day working is boring as I don't have any table anymore as there is new poly guy came. Some how they are buries but is okay, I understand de.. Haha 

Slowly slowly, working time will be a time for me to chat with Lionel. We can make up a lot of thing sia! A movie, playing bowl, training bowl and a lot more! True or dare is also very to play when we are working!!  

I keep on asking myself, I always did not go to the company, did at pengseh Lionel? Feel so bad! I'm training to go this few days le! Even is bored, I still have to go. 

This few days, my imagination getting better man! I think I should not be so close to u le. Since u came in for a motive at first! Lucky I just know u for a year only! Thanks god than I find out u in my dream that u an ass! Haha and slowly, I know u are really what it is in my dream man! 

Blog till here ba! 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011 /4:38 PM

Hello readers!

Since I have nothing to do, I shall blog ba.. This few days in cas, what I know is to sleep, play game, and think some stuff! I'm feel super bored here man! Next time think I have to put stars on top of the wall so if nothing to do can count stars! Lol. 

This few days, My feeling is super weird, I know sth will happen, but when it comes, I will not know how to react. I know I can't stop the thing to happen, I know is just to forget and continue my life ba...

Since what I have to be done, I done. What not to be done, I try not to do le. But, u just don't feel it! But nvm. I shall let u go ba...

Actually the reason why I blog is because, I don't know wan to stay in cas or not Lea. The live here is really boring man!!! Today, I whole day play with the small airplane sia!! 

Nvm, I feel that my ITE life have been screwed up by some one! But is okay ba. ITE is just a stepping stone ba.. 2 years pass fast man! 67 more days to IA over after that a few more day to course end! 

Beginning of last year, Mr Chua made the right choice to pull me in to his class with out telling me the reason! But I know why le. Maybe, my first choice is aea ba... Haha LE ANSWER! haha... 

When in to aerospace industry ia because I'm a follower! This time, will I be a follower again?? I think I will!! Haha...  for me, someone pei me go the course is better than I'm alone! 

I'm not really damn bored!! 30 more mins to end work!! Hope tml time pass faster! 

Monday, August 15, 2011 /12:50 PM

hey guys, a short post today! very long nvr post liao. haha

today, did not when to go cause work up super late sia! woke at 638 when im suppose to wake at 5am. is okay ba. maybe god say today rest at home haha.. god hinting me...

I getting closer to my Traffic Police test le. 4 more lesson left! hope i one time can pass my driving with below 18 points. haha. driving is getting more interesting le.
 post till here. i also dunno what to write le.. bye bye

Friday, July 1, 2011 /12:19 AM

Hi guys, this holiday, its always driving for me. almost every day go driving.. haha. It very fun. but got a lot of this to check. Such as blnd spot, rear mirror and many more.. Finally, today, i completed stage 1.. still got 4 more to go. Thinking of my friends, who are waiting for me to drive them, i will have to bug up and fast learnt finish and pass, in order for time not to wait for too long.

It so fast that, I'm in aerospace course for 1 and a half years. And this term is attachment term liao. Remember the time i came to the sch, the changing of class from AET to AEA! There is millons of things happen in this 1 and a half years of training. There may be people who feel sad when we are leaving and there is people who feel happy when they left this course. As for me, i think i'm in the center! I'm happy that i leave some people, those people who are those who usually, very fuck up wan. In front of me, treat me fucking good and behind hind me, taking a knife and just stap me to hell... Another type of groups is those who care for one another. Did not lost contact at all. This type of peope is a really good bro and sis of him in this course. Anyway, this 2 types of people is coming from our clique and in my class. nvm.

Today, result is out and i got all 3 subject B and i got 3 point! Of course, im not happy with it but i have to face the fact. And i'm glad that i'm not the lowest!:))) Actually, for me, result is not important at all. The most important thing is to understand what i'm learning. If, i fail to learnt, means i dont understand it.

Today, its look like it was a wasted trip for me to travel all the way to farror park just to watch them play soccer. =.= but in the end, lucky got domo, cass and mel play with me bowling lo. Thanks! I'm glad that im the first! WAHAHHAHAHA. but im sad that i did not got 140 point and above lo. hahha..

Chalet is coming. next mon to wed! I kind of lazy to go. but im the planner lo. hm.. HOW? I have a strong feeling that this chalet will be a fucking boring de...WHY should i plan in the first place? hm... Shouldnt agree on this plan. but since i have already plan, what can i say? Drag myself there. At most, if im bored, just listen to music, play my macbook. haha...

Post till here. Tml going sec sch to see my ex teacher. Good night viewer!

Thursday, June 23, 2011 /6:09 PM

Wa! So long did not post Liao.. This few that's a bit bored at home.. Exam, learn car! 

Let start from the start, on 2nd June, have a fight with teacher! It start from the class test! After test, he let us go for break while he mark the test paper. After we back, he look at me and tell the class pass and he know some one cheat! Wtf! Wat for look at me sia! And guess who told him? A friend of mine! Nvm, after that he call us to copy tutorial.. I page 2 min! Wtf! 2 min? Even my house printer also cannot print out for 2 min lo! So I don't give a fuck, and play my iPhone! He come and thought that I too picture and wan to c my phone! Hey man, privacy can? Mother nvr teach ar!! I did not allow him to c.. And he say if u don't let me c, I will close the slide and no one can copy! Is this a sous of threatening? In the end, I pekcek, I shout back and throw my iPhone at him! Lucky my iPhone spoilt Liao and it's one to one exchange de!

Radio exam, really a killer man! I only know how to do 10 question over 50 question.. Lucky I found a answer machine! Haha he help me a lot! Thanks!<3

20 June I pass my basic theory test too! So happy and I got my pdl! Yesterday my first time driving a CAR! real car! Omg! The feeling is great! I did not drive fast but it's still great! My coach, pass me 2 chapter sia! Ltr I have my 2nd lesson! I now chiong car as I wan to drive ASAP! Than I don't need to take that much stupid transport, squeeze in the bus/ train! 

Holiday is boring! When prawning that day and is my first time BBQ after prawning! It's great, after that ton at zhihao house! Slept at this parents bed! Was super shiok man! A queen size bed! 

Post till here! Going to driving soon!!:))

A day where i have to say out!
Monday, May 23, 2011 /12:37 AM

Hi people,

Today was a fun day playing bball from 2pm to 8pm. In the afternoon is super hot and my phone almost heated up.. As it pop out temperture is too hot! Today is my first time playing bball at East side of sg! And is my first time making my own bball out of shape..:( $59 GONE!!!! haha... Which will go back round asap ba.. if not is like wasting my money!

Tml lesson start at 130pm. Just saw at my wats app! Teacher wats app me at 230pm and i just saw it! haha If i saw it, i think we will talk longer at downtown. Maybe, i need some one to talk to ba... This few days, have a lot of things happen to me.. Making me a regrat coming in to this class and this course! Firstly, Project! My project have delay until now! i have not even print out my report. Tml have to print out and pass to teacher if not, haha! idk? maybe a D or FAIL?

Secondly, Maybe is about friends ba.. Hai. for this i dont think i will say it here. This is a public blog and i dont think is good to post it here. Anyway, its just 3 more weeks of sch than it's IA time. WHY MUST ENDING BE A SAD ONE? idk weather is my fault by not talking to u or not. I really dunno. Some time, maybe is beacuse i just bs me? Did u? idk.. I kind of speechless now. if u really bs me before, i wish u will tell me! No point telling others. The person who have to change is the person that u bs not the person u talking to. U are now just changing the peron who u talking to to bs the person u are talking about. haha UNDERSTAND? nvm, dont think u know who u talking to.

I'm kind of disppionted now! Hai! actually, i wanted to sleep but i cant. just thinking.. DID I MAKE A WRONG MOVE IN BEING A FRIEND OF URS?

post till here. night guys!